Monday, October 22, 2012

Something That I Dedicate To You, Ahmad Ridhwan!!!

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To sayang,

Happy 1st year anniversary my love. We went from being strangers, to just friends, then best friends and now my boyfriend. Yet in a way, you are still my best friend and that's why i love you. You may be crazy, and you may drive me up the wall sometime, but I LOVE YOU. That will never change. 

Everyday we spend time together, I find just one more reason to love you. And I love you more than a FAT KID LOVES CHOCOLATES. I love you for all that you are, all that you have been and all you are yet to be.

Every once in a while, in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairytale. We may not be the average fairytale, but this is my FAIRYTALE

Thank you so much for everything sayang.

Our 1st Year of Anniversary!!!

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Today's date is 22nd October' 2012. On this special date, there was a great thing had happened to me and leave a huge impact to myself. YES, on this date, I had been proposed to be his GIRLFRIEND. Not a close friend neither a best friend. But his officially girlfriend. The best part of it, I got a complete set of a relationship. Today, on OUR 1ST YEAR OF ANNIVERSARY, I am his girlfriend, best friend and fashion advisor at the same time. 

It was a good feeling when my boyfriend and I had this really nice conversation about our 1st time we knew as a friend until today. I had never thought someone who I rarely talk to, not even we have the time to hangout together as a friend, and the only conversation we always had was "HAI, BYE", is my beloved boyfriend now. Someone with the name of AHMAD RIDHWAN FITRI BIN HJ MOHD SSUNAIBARI. Seriously back in 2009, the person I knew back then and now is totally a different person. He used to be someone whose very stuck up and "bajet" guy. I hate him for that.

We'd been together in the same course since 2009 till 2011. Within this year, among our girl classmates, I'm the only girl he rarely talk to. Sometimes I did wondering why, but being me, I don't pay too much attention on that. For me, tak tegur pun tak kisah. Sombong, poyo, berlagak, that's what I called him. You just name it. I use a lot of negative traits whenever Im referring him.

But it turns out there were some sweet stories behind his behavior towards me. He actually shy to talk to me. When I knew that, I felt its very funny and cute at the same time. I never thought he can be that shy. For that, I'm really grateful for what had happened. Literally, that what makes me attracted to him and heads over heel in love with him.

It will be a lie if I said we never fought with each other. Owh boy, you have no idea what we've been through. We did fought but we always make sure that our arguments will end on the same day and we will never drag our argument to the following day. Alhamdulillah, but so far we never had a huge arguments. Just a small fight only. In a relationship, it's not always a rainy day because there will be a sunny day come afterwards.

Truthfully, I just love how my best friend knows how weird I am and still choose to be seen with me in public. You know what? The special moment when I look at him and he looks back smiling. Without any word, only that smiles, it really takes my breath away.

Thanks a lot for everything. 
And many years to come. Insya-Allah.